A few days after I posted garlic bread I began to write another post about this amazing guy I fell for but I just couldn't get myself to finish it. So here I am starting all over again. I started going through all the memories that we created last year then my heart felt so … Continue reading Even the good guys turn bad.
Single life. I felt like I didn't know how to talk to anyone. I wasn't into dating anyone. I didn't want to waste time or energy for the simple fact that my walls were up. I didn't believe so much in love or trust. I just wanted to have fun. Live life stress free and … Continue reading Garlic Bread
After things ended with Jhene's dad and I, it wasn't just easy to walk away from what we built or tried to build the last four years of our lives. We would still sleep at each other's houses. We would still do things together. It's so easy to say I walked away and never turned … Continue reading Nowhere else to go but forward.
My last post showed a lot of the fuck up things he did but back then I use to wonder if my actions had anything to do with it. When things were good they were great but when things were bad they became toxic. All the fussing and fighting pushed me to fight back. I … Continue reading Three sides to every story. Theirs, yours and the truth.
I wanted so bad to believe that we were going to be back in a good place. I thought I loved him even after all the misery. I thought he loved me because I gave him everything but you could give someone the world and still not have a place in theirs. For an entire … Continue reading Some things never change.
I believe in second chances. I believe that people make mistakes. I believe that people do wrong just because sometimes they just don't know any better and need to learn from their mistakes. Am I wrong for that? Am I wrong for believing that there is good in people? Is my heart too big that … Continue reading Everyone deserves a second chance.
After Neh was born there was a battle we faced between her dad and I. He was stuck wanting to come back to our family but after the hell he put us through he didn't know how to let go of the relationship that he was in or even balance both. He was trying his … Continue reading Karma’s a bitch